Such a weird thing to say huh?
I wish I could be like one of those retarded bimbos whos lives are revolved around the materialistic world; where worries, anxiety and stress are only caused by typical things like bills and typical conflicts; when things that actually matter - the state of the world, their future, hardly even faze them. I don't even know what i should categorize people like them under; are they smart for being ignorant? or are they unintelligent because maybe, just maybe, they realize it's less of a burden to not care about things; and I, as such a foolish person, do not realize this.
Have you ever felt that moment? When you felt alive? When the world just stopped spinning for awhile? and you realize you are there. You are living; you are breathing; you are something. Why can't life just be like that always?
Sigh.
I hate you so.
Ian.
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