Time is running out.

Time.


The countdown begins as I await departure from Malaysia. 20 Days are left on the clock, and I can't seem to grasp any of it tightly. It's 2 a.m. now, and I'm waiting for Gossip Girl to finish downloading. I'm so tired. Tired of everything, my life, my heart, my idiotic means to live.

I've been having too many holidays lately, I've so far been to genting, and penang, and frankly, i'm sick of going places. I just want to stay home and try to organize some outings with my friends that I don't have much time left with. It's sickening. I have to depart for genting again soon, for some AIA concert thing. Then I'll be off to langkawi, the week after that. Before that I'll be taking my piano exam, grade 3. Yes I know I'm a noob, I dropped it back when I was really young, and felt that I owed it to myself to learn some piano before I leave this god forsaken muslim country.

I feel neglected, by everyone. By certain individuals actually, but I guess they can't help it, their too busy with their individual things. I want bonding time with Nat, Gui Fen, and Ch'n Wen. They've been such dear friends to me, since the beggining till the end of my highschool life. It feels weird doesn't it? To say goodbye to highschool. I mean, years ago I don't think I'd imagine myself driving and doing things that I'm doing now. It gives a feeling of emptiness within me, or rather, euphoria.

I missed prom today. Stupid of me eh? Not really, I don't feel it be a need to go to a prom that isn't planned out as well as it should. I don't regret it, and I never will, because I didn't have someone special to go with.

Anyway, I hope that I can spend more time with whoever's reading this right now, before I leave, do give me a ring so we can go out and have fun, cause I probably won't see many of you anymore.






Ian - Tripping the life fantastic.

P/S I think I'll start posting about the people that are important to me.