Friday, August 14, 2009

It's time.

This blog has become nothing but a past time; It shouldn't be, it really shouldn't. I'm going to start passively being proactive on updating this blog after I get back to America. For some reason I do things better when I get into the beat of things.

It's amazing how summer flew by so fast. I would say I've seen alot of friends this summer, but that would be lying. Pretty much everyone I have seen, I saw a few times throughout the summer. (Except the particular bitch who didn't seem to grasp the concept of commitment.) I've been spending majority of my time with Genna Gan; just doing stupid things we do. Like driving around with the purpose of getting lost; awkward moments where the silence seems to be choking us, but yet, we enjoy it. Me and Genna share a pretty sadistic relationship if you ask me, pretty sadistic indeed.

Well It's almost time, 2 more days and counting before I pack my bag and re-enter that cycle I tend to create for myself. Slaving away, trying to achieve my goals.

I hate it - I can't express how much I'm ready to go out and work. I don't find a need to study anymore. Fine, If i were to go into a more professional line, sure, I would need to study more. But as for me, I see opportunities everywhere, you don't even need the credentials to do them.

It frustrates me that the Malaysian Mindset is so simple. It's as if they're purely daft human beings living on merely impulse and false beliefs. I know, most of you don't see it, but our society today is flooded with Chinese-based middle-aged business men that have half, or even quater of my caliber and drive. I'm so insanely sure that given the right information needed for the job (Not so extensively that you have to go to Uni.) I could easily gain the profit of the typical Fat-Chinese-Malaysian business man.

It pisses me off when people lack intelligence. The lack of capacity to think and rationalize; they do immature things unconsciously; their conduct is simply unbecoming - Yet, they label themselves as "Adults". The authority is merely in the class they have been put in, and in my eyes, to everyone else, It's simply discrimination.

No one takes what I have to say seriously, because I don't have the credentials to back me up. When I talk to my friends they simply give me a blank stare and nod in agreement. Genna Gan simply says something to fill in the void, trying to make it seem like she's following what I'm saying, or she gives a damn. But she doesn't, they don't.

It's a wonder how Malaysia has been staying afloat this long.





Ian

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